Are you, as meal replacement users, ready for the consequences?

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Coffee dripped down her cheeks and through her long hair, and Su Shi saw her own gaze reflected in the mirror amidst the warmth.

His gaze was so unwavering, like that of a Spartan warrior reborn.

"We can't afford to go any further down this path."

"I'm here to..."

"A reconstituted Crychic!"

The weak Nagasaki Motoyo is dead; now there is a selfish Motoyo who has nothing to lose.

Ch151. Help me take off my shoes.

"This is?"

While observing the basement of the Mu family's house, Ningzi noticed something unusual in a corner.

The basement is predominantly gray, with many modern metal decorations.

For example, the ugly gear decorations on the stair railing, the painting of the god Mushin eating melons hanging on the wall, and the pile of things in the corner...

"A bunch, notebooks?"

Ningzi picked up one of the books with surprise and looked guiltily at the door on the stairs.

Thankfully, Mu hasn't come back yet.

“But Mu is my sister, my sister’s house is my house, and my house’s things are my things.”

"So, I'm going through my own things?"

"Then what do I have to be afraid of?"

Ningzi openly and brazenly opened the notebook. She wasn't just going to look at it; she was going to read it aloud, reciting it as loudly as possible!

February 19th, Tuesday, cloudy.

Was it a diary?

Each page of the diary contained only a few words. For example, the page Ningzi had just turned to had nothing but the date February 19th.

It feels similar to prisoners in jail keeping track of the number of days they've served.

Unsure, let me look at a few more pages.

March 1st, Friday, cloudy.

"..."

"March 27th, Wednesday, cloudy."

March 31, Sunday, cloudy.

Seeing this, Toyokawa Ningko put down her diary with a head full of question marks.

Who keeps a diary that only records the date and nothing else?

"Besides, why is it raining every single day? Even Japan isn't that bad."

Unconvinced, Ningzi picked up the book again and searched through many pages, but as expected, all the pages only contained the date and the weather.

"Does this mean that Xiao Mu's life is only filled with rain? That can't be right."

Ningzi turned the last page.

"April 14th, Sunday, sunny."

"How rare! There's actually another sentence below. Let me see..."

I saw Xiaoning today, so happy!

The world has color again.

"..."

Simple words, but heavy emotions.

Ningzi could sense the unwavering emotions of the diary's owner with just one glance.

it is good…

April 15th, Monday, Sunny

[I'm in a good mood today after hearing about Xiao Ning's experiences at school from Xiao Xiang.]

[April 19th, Friday, Heavy Rain]

I hate Li Xi, I really hate her.

Xiao Ning hasn't woken up yet. She hates Li Xi, hates the lamp, and hates herself.

So heavy... So delicious...

"Thinking back, it must have been the day I took the sleeping pills."

"That day, my sister said that Mu didn't sleep a wink all night, sitting in the corridor waiting for news of her."

You're really a bit of a troublemaker, Toyokawa Neko.

Ningzi rubbed her temples and closed her notebook in distress.

Little did they know that a long blue hair had already drifted into the pages of the notebook, serving as a bookmark.

"Hehe, it feels good to know that someone has been secretly caring about me."

Da da da--

Footsteps came from outside the door, very softly, but Ningzi heard them clearly.

She hurried back to where she had been sitting and played with the snow globe that was now the only one left.

Oh right... I need to buy another one on my way home, because poor Ruomai took one.

She's so pitiful, experiencing so much at such a young age. We should scold her more often so she can experience the coldness and warmth of human nature.

"Xiao Ning, water."

Mu carried the tray down the stairs, and it was obvious to Ningzi that Mu had changed his clothes.

Well, she must have had a hard day walking in her school uniform.

"Okay, I'll take my medicine now."

Without hesitation, he downed it in one gulp.

As soon as the pill went down her throat, Ningzi felt a surge of energy.

"Wow! Wow..."

With her hands hanging down on her inner thighs, Ningzi lowered her head to process the sudden surge of stimulation.

So this is what the real effect of drug treatment is!

If you had told me earlier, if you had told me the genuine drug had the effect of extracting souls, I would have used this one long ago.

Ningzi tried to awaken her desire for the medication, but found that even though she experienced both pain and pleasure while taking it, she still didn't want to continue.

This means that there is a high probability that this medicine is fine!

The last one was clearly designed to drive people insane.

Damn it, even if he's not going to be the heir, he still wants to kill him? Despicable!

Hahahaha...

"Ning? Are you alright? Why aren't you moving?"

"Hmm? Oh, isn't this Xiao Mu? Come on, don't be shy, make yourself at home."

Ningzi took the glass from Mu's hand and drank it all in one gulp, then slapped his thigh with a hearty laugh.

The meaning of that action is:

Treat me like your chair, feel free to use me.

Ningzi only came to her senses after Mumu sat down.

That burst of energy came and went quickly, but it gave Ningzi a lot of inspiration.

Perhaps the heightened state after taking the medication is actually my true self?

The abnormal thing is one's usual state of negativity, pessimism, self-hypnosis, self-doubt, and self-degradation.

and many more…

Now, thinking about this...

Isn't it still just self-hypnosis, self-doubt, and self-destruction?!

Ningzi rubbed Mu's little belly, but had no interest in playing with it.

She discovered that no matter what she did, her future self would criticize her past self.

"Later" might be five minutes later... This is terrifying. No wonder I'm so tired of living. It turns out it's because I'm constantly trapped in a state of self-destruction and can't pull myself out!

How can we get out of our current predicament?

Ningzi felt that as long as she got rid of this thought, she would definitely stop suffering.

Whether it's loneliness, solitude, or jealousy and disgust.

As long as she can find a way to completely cure her illness, or even to completely end her life... no amount of suffering can catch up with Toyokawa Ningko!

"Xiao Mu, if I really want to get rid of my current situation, what should I do?"

"Strive upwards and keep moving forward; this is the answer everyone would give."

"Then, I want to hear Xiaomu's answer, an answer that only Xiaomu thinks about."

"Um…"

Mu was as obedient as a puppet, held securely in Ningzi's arms.

Ningzi could no longer distinguish whether Mu was afraid to resist, unwilling to resist, or simply enjoying not resisting.

But as long as the result is good, that's fine.

"I think Ningzi might need to be more open-minded and pursue what she likes. I will support you."

"Do you like it? Do you have a hobby for it?"

"almost."

I like heavy emotions, I like not being human.

"I like it when I don't wear shoes and socks."

"Then don't wear it."

"uh-huh?"

Ningzi tilted her head and looked at Ruoye Mu.

Mu just said he would support me, right?

You wearing a pet collar...

"Xiao Mu, could you help me take off my slippers and socks?"

Will you listen to me?

Ch152. Let me see your resolve.

"Xiao Mu, help me take off my shoes."

What Mu said makes perfect sense.

Do what you want to do.

It's like walking into a gift shop and spending a lot of your savings to buy a snow globe.

Who knows, I might die tomorrow. Continuing to fight amongst myself for the rest of my life would be such a failure.

"what?"

Mu seemed to have misheard; she thought she heard Ningzi tell her to take off her shoes.

"I have a question; take off your shoes."