thefictionvixens Chapter 541 "We shouldn't have gotten married, and Chi'er shouldn't have been bo
Chapter 541 "We shouldn't have gotten married, and Chi'er shouldn't have been bo
Ying Li's physical problems had not been solved before. He was often weak and had splitting headaches. Later, after knowing that Jun Yuwei was infected with the red silk Gu, Ying Li became even more depressed and no longer cared about his physical condition.
Under the dual torture of physical and mental suffering, Ying Li became increasingly thin and haggard.
In just two years, Ying Li's body completely collapsed. He could basically only stay in the Immortal Alliance and could not bear to walk a few more steps.
Jun Yuwei has been looking for various miraculous doctors in the world of immortal cultivation to come to the Immortal Alliance to treat Ying Li, but he cannot find the cause of Ying Li's psychological problems, let alone his physical problems.
Jun Yuwei was furious and scolded those miracle doctors as rubbish. Then he turned around and comforted Ying Li: "Li'er, it's okay. You will definitely get better."
Ying Li raised the corners of his lips but said nothing.
Nalan Ruoxi knew what was on Ying Li's mind and that her condition was not good, so she would come to the Immortal Alliance to visit Ying Li almost every once in a while.
This time when Nalan Ruoxi came, she happened to meet Jun Wuchi Yuexiu in Yingli Palace.
In the past two years, Ying Li not only became distant from Jun Yuwei, but was also no longer as close to Jun Wuchi as before.
Jun Wuchi noticed the change in Ying Li's attitude and was often secretly sad, but in front of Ying Li he behaved more well-behaved and sensible.
It might be because Jun Yuwei has always been busy with official business since he was born, and Jun Wuchi was almost raised by Ying Li single-handedly. In short, Jun Wuchi is closer to Ying Li than ordinary children, and he still runs to Ying Li during every monthly break.
After Nalan Ruoxi came, Ying Li still asked Jun Wuchi to go to the inner room. Just like before, he set up a soundproof array before starting to open his heart to Nalan Ruoxi.
"Even if it's for your son, you have to get better." Nalan Ruoxi looked at Ying Li's negative expression. She knew that Ying Li's mental illness was more difficult to cure than his physical illness.
"I know." Ying Li lowered his eyes and said softly, "I will hold on until Chi Er reaches adulthood."
Jun Wuchi was already nine and a half years old at this time, and it was almost ten years before he came of age.
Ten years may seem very long in modern times, but in the world of immortal cultivation, for cultivators whose lifespans are easily hundreds or thousands of years, it is just a blink of an eye.
Sure enough, Nalan Ruoxi frowned upon hearing this: "How can ten years be enough? Don't you plan to see Chi Er find a woman he loves, get married and have children?"
Perhaps Nalan Ruoxi's words touched Ying Li's imagination, and her tears slid down uncontrollably: "I can't wait until that time..."
The last time he saw Ying Li cry was two years ago when Ying Li found out that Jun Yu was in danger of being infected with the red silk Gu. In the past two years, Fu Sheng basically never saw Ying Li cry again, but only she knew how much she cried secretly when she was alone.
"Ruoxi, I'm in so much pain..." Ying Li closed his eyes, as if he had lost all his strength. "My head has been hurting more and more recently, and images often appear in front of my eyes. Some time ago, I fell asleep and dreamed of Feng Zhi and her child..."
"I can't see their faces, but I know it's them. They're blaming me for taking their place..."
"Sister!" Nalan Ruoxi interrupted Ying Li's mumbling and said in a heavier tone, "I have told you many times that her experience has nothing to do with you. Why do you always think about that woman?"
"But I can't help thinking about it!" Ying Li opened his eyes, bloodshot in them, "Do you know what Yu Wei's favorite flower is? It's gardenia! Even though he has lost his memory and cleared his feelings for that woman, he still remembers her in his subconscious."
"All the love I have from him now was stolen. How can I not think about it?!"
Ying Li was unusually emotional, and his voice was a little hoarse.
"The better he treated me, the more my heart ached. Every time I saw the love in his eyes, my heart bleeds."
"None of this belongs to me... If it weren't for the red silk Gu, he wouldn't love me at all, and he wouldn't have a child with me... Yes, he and Feng Zhi have a child... I took Feng Zhi's position, and even Chi Er took the identity of Feng Zhi's child..."
"I shouldn't have met Yu Wei in the first place, we shouldn't have gotten married, and Chi'er shouldn't have been born..."
After listening to Ying Li's last words, Fu Sheng's expression changed.
“Ying Li!!” Nalan Ruoxi also immediately spoke harshly. This was the first time she called Ying Li by name directly, and scolded him: “Are you crazy? What are you talking about?! What does this have to do with Chi Er? Wake up!”
Ying Li did not reply, but suddenly covered his head with his hands, his face showing pain: "Ruoxi, my head hurts so much, my head hurts so much now..."
Upon hearing this, Nalan Ruoxi's expression changed, and she immediately poured out a fairy-level healing pill and walked forward to feed it to Ying Li.
But when the pill reached his lips, Ying Li pushed it away: "The pill is useless."
"Take it first, and get as much relief as you can." Nalan Ruoxi said, her brows full of worry, "Why is the condition getting worse? It wasn't this severe the last time I came."
After Ying Li took the pill fed by Nalan Ruoxi, she calmed down a little. She closed her eyes tightly, as if she was trying hard to endure a headache, and her forehead was covered with cold sweat.
Seeing this, Nalan Ruoxi seemed to have made up her mind, pursed her lips and said: "This time when I go back, I will find Wu Yu to show you."
Master Wu Yu is the most powerful doctor in the entire Shenyuan Continent, and even in the entire world of immortal cultivation. His abilities have even surpassed the scope of physicians and alchemists. The pills he refines can no longer only heal the wounded, but also have some amazing effects.
In order to treat Ying Li, Jun Yuwei has been looking for Master Wu Yu's whereabouts in the past two years. However, Master Wu Yu's whereabouts are very mysterious, and he saves people based on his mood. Even as the leader of the Immortal Alliance, Jun Yuwei may not be able to invite him.
But others don’t know where Master Wu Yu is, but Nalan Ruoxi knows. Others may not be able to invite him, but Nalan Ruoxi can.
"You're not in contact with him anymore, are you?" Ying Li said, his voice still a little weak. "You don't have to make things difficult for me. I know my body well. Even if Master Wu Yu comes, it may not be of any use."
"He can definitely do it." Nalan Ruoxi said confidently, "There is no disease that he can't cure."
"You still believe in him so much..." Ying Li murmured softly, then looked up at Nalan Ruoxi.
"Ruoxi, you have been concerned about my affairs for the past two years, but I have never asked about your own affairs. You said before that you like Rong Jiu and there is no possibility between you and Master Wu Yu, but why have you been so close to Yan Shiqing in the past two years? I heard that you seem to be pursuing him... Do you like Yan Shiqing?"